I never thought I'd be so stressed by an appointment with a doctor. But after today I am. I've got about 20 uncompleted blog posts, but I just had to finish this one.
I've had hand problems for ages, but lately it has become really bad. So after months and years of pain and stress, here I sit.
Today I discovered all the possibilities of the source of my problems. It is terrifying. I really needed someone to talk to, to confide in, but somehow the people I thought would care have too many of their own problems.
On Thursday I have the surgery. The tendons in my wrist will be cut, my middle and index fingers, and my thumb. I'm not scared about the surgery, I'm scared about the cause.
So please, keep me in your prayers. I really need them. I've never been this scared.
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